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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

today was fun!woo.haha.cheryl's sleeping in my room now she just slept at 2! haha.amazingness. outing started off messy,then turned to quiet we learnt to be quiet at food republic now.then stoned then pooled then dined then everyone but cheryl left!haha.just watched CENTRESTAGE!haha.the people who i don't really bond with are more bonded now.haha.loving the class more and more.(;but pool sucks.and i'm so giving chee and his 1000 years of pain.

i guess time heals everything.haha.as in,it's all in the past now.it's great to just be friends.though it's weird how i always end up liking the people i shouldn't. sobs

it's jac's birthday today!haha.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!ah,i'm so missing the dance and more importantly,the dancers!woo.

ah,LTC's next week.kind of caught in between looking forward to it and not.oh man.but my group's ok,so that's a consolation.haha

you know i love you
you know i'll be true
and i thank the lord for letting me fall in love with you

2:05 AM
alone* in the rain;

Friday, May 18, 2007

for some weird,mind-blowing,genious,funny reason,i haven't been able to post shit on this.);sucks.haha

all i've got to say to you is : let me learn to let you go.i swear i will someday. just stop being so nice.haha.you make me wanna-

today was fun.freaking handball was fun after all.the feeling of playing as a team is just amazing.knowing that i'm not that useless afterall.(though in the eyes of the pros who were so intimidating,i so was.)but the highlight was class outing!

talked crap like there was no tomorrow.haha.laughed my heart out with the super sick questions.haha.and the lamest and corniest pick-up lines.you can shut up already,karthi funnilness.

but if i let you go
i will never know
what my life will be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
how will i know
if i let you go

11:34 PM
alone* in the rain;

Saturday, March 24, 2007

hey!haha.long time since i updated.heh.everything's pretty easy nowadays,and i spent loads of time thinking about stuff.kinda to a point where i'm wondering if i'm thinking too much.heh

erm,school's pretty alright,though everyone seems to be obsessed with bridge(wth)but well,haha,it's cool.

i guess we're not going to go anywhere right?it doesn't seem like that's the case.oh well.

you can call me up
cause you know i'll be there

11:49 PM
alone* in the rain;

Friday, March 16, 2007

syf totally rocks my socks man!totally in love with it.the whole theme about light and life;ryan's a total genius!

anyway,piano exam sucked today.i'm seriously hoping that i won't fail it.it's damn shit if that really happens.);oh well,hoping and it really happening ain't the same thing,so there.same as for tmr.don't know what to expect at all.like,i'm not sure about him cause i'm not that close to him as yet.but the smses and all,it's quite comforting to know that someone cares.(;damn.I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK.

oh well.i guess there's nothing else but to wait.I MISS 1T26 AND 19 during the hols.);damn.love!

10:23 PM
alone* in the rain;

Friday, February 23, 2007

dance's really fun nowadays.getting to know the seniors and all.haha.plus wen xiang and the sound effects!haha.super funniness.taught cheryl,ismail and sean the shag,marry or shoot game,the one which liz and i love.SUPER HILARIOUS!~the super good and the super bad ones.HAHA!cheryl and i had more or less the same answers.and our turn off list.guys who think they're hot,but are not.funniness man.today passed really fast cause it was really fun just playing around.will miss her like mad when she leaves.

gossiping after dance with joy,heather,nigel,liz and moses was fun.haha.my poor jack's died about a hundred and one times cause of nigel.slap his face.all the cute guys and hot girls in cjc.HAHA!and moses finally guessed who my eyecandy is.haven't been seeing him lately though.only in the mornings.(;oh well,that's enough to make my day!rocks.

erm,i guess that the whole hype's over now.haha.he's not smsing anymore,which i'm kind of glad for,cause i've no idea as to what to say to him.yepyep.i love you.

so baby here i am
banging on your front door
my bags are on the floor
and my hands and knees are bruised
and now i'm crawling back to you

11:06 PM
alone* in the rain;

Sunday, February 18, 2007

yepyep.HAPPY CNY!today was pretty ok.went to san bo dong and fed the turtles!(;then went came back and went to meimei's future house.it's pretty!then went in visit grand aunt.her grandkids are so cute!8 and 6 years old.plus the older girl learns ballet and piano,and does rhythmic gym in school!how cool is that.then came home and played spider solitare for goodness knows how long,then ate dinne.now sec sunt is here and i'm really bored and so here i am!haha.

adventure of the day(yest): the dog peed on the mattress!gosh.she's so mean.plus it was when everyone was really tired and were about to sleep.then she HAD to come in to enjoy the aircon and then she HAD to pee on the mattress.ROARS.

saw her blog yest.,and kept thinking about the stuff she and him did together.i mean,yeah,it's over,but still.jealousy's something you can't really control,you know?oh wells.as i said,the feeling might not be mutual,like in HIS case.a little nervous about telling him that to his face.i mean,i've never rejected someone face to face before(the previous one was a dickhead,so it's not counted)so yeah.hopefully the friendship won't be lost!he's cool lah.

erm...what else?scared for econs project man.haha.like,calvin's group actually DID it.gosh.who was the one who said:don't want to do lah.haha.slap his face.ooh,there's something wrong with my wound today.after shower there was yellow thingy around it,and when i tried to wipe it off,the entire scap came off!gosh.hope it's not infected or something.);

oh well.that's about it.haha.love!

there's never a right time to say goodbye.
but we know that we gotta go
our seperate ways
and i know it's hard,but i gotta do it
and it's killing me
but there's never a right time
a right time to say goodbye.

11:10 PM
alone* in the rain;

Saturday, February 17, 2007

in malaysia,truely asia now.haha.set off at 1 last night and reached here at 1 plus!gosh.for the first time,i slept through the whole journey cause i was REALLY bushed.haha.and i ate DUNKIN DOUGHNUTS for lunch.totally rocks man.

i'm confused about stuff now.but i thought over what was said and decided that it's a no cause i just don't know him enough and i don't have the time to get to know him.but he's a really great guy and all,and i don't know how to tell him that.hoping to get to tell him face to face though.just feels more sincere that way.but the one i like,not too sure about him as well.as in,don't know if the feeling's mutual yeah.haha.oh wells.she's really pretty and nice.);

i'm really scared of not getting into the same class.it's just too tiring to have to meet new people,new bonds,new friends all over again.I WANT MY CLASS!but i think that there's not enough people to request to stay as a class man.sighs.

the damn econs project's so screwed man.don't think that anyone else's doing it as well,but still.haha.

wherever you go,i will be waiting
whenever you call,i will be there
whatever it takes,
i'll make your darkest days so bright
i'm in your heart tonight.

fri was a pretty good day.had CNY celebrations in the stupid freezing PAC.haha.and the dance performance was pretty cool.eh heh.(;then had dance!yes.the syf theme sounds really cool.but am hoping that he changes the song cause i just can't connect to the music.oh well.but if he doesn't then i'll just have to make do.);

guess that's about it for today.(;love!

3:45 PM
alone* in the rain;