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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

hey ppl....hmmm...bit confused...

lyk....ppl r all saying on their blog how sucky they feel....how bad their day is...i suppose that we're all too immersed in ourselves to notice that e ppl on our left and rite r in need too...we're in a hypocritical world..huge fake smiles outside, bleeding to death inside...we're all merely the same, but yet we still bitch bout other ppl...fight with each other, try to outdo each other..when we're all in need of each other's love, care and concern..and so many of us keep this want inside us, refusing to show it to the world, but instead waiting for each other to begin...each heart unsure of wat's rite and wrong...scared to show the rest to the world how fragile we reali and truely r..how easy we break into pieces, afraid of wat will happen next...wat others tink of us.pride jus opens the door to all this rivalry, but this is not wat we truely want deep down inside, we just wanna b loved and to love..dat's the greatest gift from god, but no one thinks so...its all the materialistic things for them, pride, so-called "happinest"; but when we get it..we tink: there's still something missing in our lives...we noe wat it is dat we truely want..but no one dares admit it..they all tink dat its showing that u're weak..issit it bad to show that u wanna b loved?issit bad that u wanna tell the truth to everybody?issit bad to show ppl how weak we r?wat's with guys and their "macho" thing?they're all the same as well..wanting love that they've rejected to show that they're "srong'...damnit...when will these ppl learn that none of these reali matters coz its wat their heart truely desires that reali count..its their heart's intent that reali matters...hu the hell cares bout nething else?damnit...humans r superficial...not that i'm not..but when i c all these happening ard me..i fall back and continue too...we're all looking for one leader hu can reali rise up to light the path for us...we're all hiding in the dark..we need someone hu can guide us to the light so that we can finally see wat's ard us..wat everyone's feeling inside...all the hurt and pain that's being hidden in the dark...

ok...think dat i've crapped enuff...byebye!muacks to everybody hu comes here!god bless you!*hugs*

11:12 PM
alone* in the rain;