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as i walk alone in the cold rain,
my mind drifted away to the past.
to what we used to be
to the secrets we used to share.
how i wish you were here with me,
sharing the umbrella
in this lonely yet cold night.
whispering sweet nothings in my ear
i miss you so much.

Friday, February 23, 2007

dance's really fun nowadays.getting to know the seniors and all.haha.plus wen xiang and the sound effects!haha.super funniness.taught cheryl,ismail and sean the shag,marry or shoot game,the one which liz and i love.SUPER HILARIOUS!~the super good and the super bad ones.HAHA!cheryl and i had more or less the same answers.and our turn off list.guys who think they're hot,but are not.funniness man.today passed really fast cause it was really fun just playing around.will miss her like mad when she leaves.

gossiping after dance with joy,heather,nigel,liz and moses was fun.haha.my poor jack's died about a hundred and one times cause of nigel.slap his face.all the cute guys and hot girls in cjc.HAHA!and moses finally guessed who my eyecandy is.haven't been seeing him lately though.only in the mornings.(;oh well,that's enough to make my day!rocks.

erm,i guess that the whole hype's over now.haha.he's not smsing anymore,which i'm kind of glad for,cause i've no idea as to what to say to him.yepyep.i love you.

so baby here i am
banging on your front door
my bags are on the floor
and my hands and knees are bruised
and now i'm crawling back to you

11:06 PM
alone* in the rain;

Sunday, February 18, 2007

yepyep.HAPPY CNY!today was pretty ok.went to san bo dong and fed the turtles!(;then went came back and went to meimei's future house.it's pretty!then went in visit grand aunt.her grandkids are so cute!8 and 6 years old.plus the older girl learns ballet and piano,and does rhythmic gym in school!how cool is that.then came home and played spider solitare for goodness knows how long,then ate dinne.now sec sunt is here and i'm really bored and so here i am!haha.

adventure of the day(yest): the dog peed on the mattress!gosh.she's so mean.plus it was when everyone was really tired and were about to sleep.then she HAD to come in to enjoy the aircon and then she HAD to pee on the mattress.ROARS.

saw her blog yest.,and kept thinking about the stuff she and him did together.i mean,yeah,it's over,but still.jealousy's something you can't really control,you know?oh wells.as i said,the feeling might not be mutual,like in HIS case.a little nervous about telling him that to his face.i mean,i've never rejected someone face to face before(the previous one was a dickhead,so it's not counted)so yeah.hopefully the friendship won't be lost!he's cool lah.

erm...what else?scared for econs project man.haha.like,calvin's group actually DID it.gosh.who was the one who said:don't want to do lah.haha.slap his face.ooh,there's something wrong with my wound today.after shower there was yellow thingy around it,and when i tried to wipe it off,the entire scap came off!gosh.hope it's not infected or something.);

oh well.that's about it.haha.love!

there's never a right time to say goodbye.
but we know that we gotta go
our seperate ways
and i know it's hard,but i gotta do it
and it's killing me
but there's never a right time
a right time to say goodbye.

11:10 PM
alone* in the rain;

Saturday, February 17, 2007

in malaysia,truely asia now.haha.set off at 1 last night and reached here at 1 plus!gosh.for the first time,i slept through the whole journey cause i was REALLY bushed.haha.and i ate DUNKIN DOUGHNUTS for lunch.totally rocks man.

i'm confused about stuff now.but i thought over what was said and decided that it's a no cause i just don't know him enough and i don't have the time to get to know him.but he's a really great guy and all,and i don't know how to tell him that.hoping to get to tell him face to face though.just feels more sincere that way.but the one i like,not too sure about him as well.as in,don't know if the feeling's mutual yeah.haha.oh wells.she's really pretty and nice.);

i'm really scared of not getting into the same class.it's just too tiring to have to meet new people,new bonds,new friends all over again.I WANT MY CLASS!but i think that there's not enough people to request to stay as a class man.sighs.

the damn econs project's so screwed man.don't think that anyone else's doing it as well,but still.haha.

wherever you go,i will be waiting
whenever you call,i will be there
whatever it takes,
i'll make your darkest days so bright
i'm in your heart tonight.

fri was a pretty good day.had CNY celebrations in the stupid freezing PAC.haha.and the dance performance was pretty cool.eh heh.(;then had dance!yes.the syf theme sounds really cool.but am hoping that he changes the song cause i just can't connect to the music.oh well.but if he doesn't then i'll just have to make do.);

guess that's about it for today.(;love!

3:45 PM
alone* in the rain;

Monday, February 12, 2007

hey people.it's amazing that i actually manage to find my blog again.haha.so much has changed since the last time i blogged here.well,now in cjc which totally rocks cause of a certain eyecandy and I GOT INTO DANCE!haha.~i'm loving it~

hmmm.there's so much to update about.gosh.i mean,the main reason i didn't come back to this blog at first was cause i didn't want to remember the things that were happening the last time.haha.HI LYNETTE!eh...

well,the o's results were ok for me.not exactly the best results,but what the hell,i'm ok with it lah.haha.just really grateful for the great friends i have who supported me while getting the results.now,am just unsure about my choice.stay or go?i'm really afraid that i won't be able to cope with jc,but what if i can't adapt to poly life too?damn....

what else?erm,today was ok.TALKED TO HIM FACE TO FACE AND CALVIN HAD TO TURN TO ME AND ANNOUNCE:HEY,THIS GUY IS YOUR EYE CANDY RIGHT?slap your face lah.duh i know he's my eye candy right?haha.don't frighten me again ok.and ismail!you stop bullying me as well.ROARS.

listen to your heart,when he's calling for you
listen to your heart,there's nothing else you can do
i don't know where you're going
and i don't know why
listen to your heart,before you tell him
goodbye

there's too many things to type it all now.but really felt like shit cancelling the dance for the juniors.cause like,a few of them really attended and learnt the dance and all,but there's just too many things that's involved and well,i'll rather can the item then to put up a lousy item right.yepyep.but if any of the dance girls see this,sorry ok.love.

hmm...feeling overwhelmed lately.haha.too many things happening all at once and it's pretty overwhelming to be thrown into an entirely new environment with new people and all.it's just freaky.haha.but thank goodness for the friends i've made so far notice it's the friends i'm talking about and not the people who really irritate the shit out of others.ROARS. so yeah.haha.they're really cool.HI CHERYL!ok,randomness.haha.am in the school library now cause am supposed to be doing some econs project but we've all kind of lost interest.haha.the comdamnable lure of the internet.haha!yeah.

yay,liz is joining ballet again!haha.and we were celebrating *ahem!*'s return to the single world.haha.evilness but i don't care.(;

this entry's officially getting boring.there's a reason why no one reads this.haha.alrighty,catch up some other time then.love.

p.s(i'm so uncertain of everything now.oh well...happy valentine's day in advance!haha.love)

3:59 PM
alone* in the rain;